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mood swings

February 11th, 2008

it’s one of those days of the month, when depression possesses me. It’s that time of the month that women have period. -I have mood swings - Maybe I am bi-polar or something (I have to Google it and learn more about it). Last night dying from happiness.Today dying from sadness. OK, it’s not so bad, I just feel that sometimes I’m driving without a map. I must admit that I am a bit lost. I don’t have everything I want in my life and I’m fed up wishing for things that will never come true. On the other hand you can say I’m ungrateful. I should have been happy. I’m in the UK (finally), studying what I want, I managed not to serve the army (hint hint depression), my friends are near and I made lots of friends here but still I feel that something is missing. Today while I was cooking I had the weirdest thought. We should enjoy every happy minute like it’s the last one. The past summer left me with so many hopes (all of them shattered) Stupid me did not enjoy every minute of happiness and made a fuss worrying about the future. All I wanted was more and more and more. And we all know what happens when you are greedy. You lose everything. Abuse it and lose it. So another advice from lefty. Enjoy every second of happiness and make it count.

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2 Responses to “mood swings”

  1. marjello Says:

    esi na to deis..

  2. ekkremes Says:

    xanax.

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