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Excess thinking

November 18th, 2008

I have so many questions in my mind waiting to be answered. Did I do the right thing? Was I too much for you and I scared you? What happened? Only three days, and I’m still thinking of you. Not all the time. But when I shower I look at the window that you wrote your name on the mist. Your name faded.. Like you should fade in my memory. Maybe its not about you. I really think I am over - reacting. I was just so prepared to settle down, have fun and get on it. The ride to something good. Give my love.

Give my love to a person who deserves it. I thought we were getting along so well. I loved your wake up calls, your smile and our long talks. I wanted to live more of that , I had a small taste of 3 days which wasn’t enough.It’s like giving a big chocolate to a child and taking it away before he even removed the wrap.But I couldn’t be friends with you. Or could I? How did you expect me to say yes? You totally confused me. You were yes and then no. And I never understood why. We didn’t click? No.. We didn’t have the chance to see if we could click.. I’m so disappointed in my self for getting carried away so easily..

And I’m still waiting for your wake up call. Drunk or not..

Απωθημένα;

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7 Responses to “Excess thinking”

  1. Marl3n Says:
    November 18th, 2008 at 15:24

    Ξέρεις κάτι? Μου φαίνεσαι συνειδητοποιημένος. Ξέρεις ότι η φάση τελείωσε αλλά you don’t seem to let it go… Εγώ νομίζω ότι δεν είσαι τόσο κολλημένος πάνω στο συγκεκριμένο άτομο παρά στην ίδια τη φάση. Και απο πάνω νιώθεις και τύψεις γιατί αφέθηκες και εκτέθηκες σε κάποιο άλλο άτομο ενώ ήξερες ότι έπρεπε να είσαι επιφυλακτικός. Αλλά ανάθεμα οι γέρημες ορμόνες, they always make you do things which you normally wouldn’t do! Μη βασανίζεις το εαυτό σου με τέτοια ερωτήματα. I’m telling ya it’s not healthy. Move on. Κάπου εκεί έξω σε περιμένουν καινούργια πράγματα που ενδεχομένως να let pass by you without even noticing them, just because είσαι αλλού. Όπως μου είπαν και εμένα κάποτε, “για να μην είσαι με το συγκεκριμένο άτομο σημαίνει ήταν λάθος για σένα”. Think about that and don’t blame yourself! Χάτε να σε δω! You are in London! Party!

  2. lefty Says:
    November 18th, 2008 at 19:03

    @ Marl3n: Νομίζω you couldn’t say it better. ‘Ενας φίλος μου είπε μου, if this person was the ONE would it made you feel like that? The answer is no, obviously.
    By the way still loving your huge comments ! Thanks! :-)

  3. inevitable Says:
    November 18th, 2008 at 22:30

    Συμφωνώ ΑΠΟΛΎΤΩΣ μαζί σου Marl3n. Δεν μπορώ καν να επαυξάνω επειδή εκάλυψες με πλήρως ;)

    Lefty move on, life is wonderful make the best out of it :-)

  4. Circus! Says:
    November 19th, 2008 at 13:26

    FOR CHRIST’S SAKE!!!
    GET A LIFE ALREADY…
    MARL3N SAID ‘You are in London! Party!’…
    j fere mou nandos :)

  5. fuji Says:
    November 20th, 2008 at 18:09

    o giatros sistinei:

    zoloft: 200 mg

    zanax :75 mg

    prozac: 112mg

    tyri souroula: 10 paketta

    fystikovoutiro: skippy

    tragoudi: papa’s got a brand new bag, sexual healing

    taineia: disney over and over again (opos anagkazan ta mwra sto adams family)

    vivlio: platwnas kai oxi prozak!, afou megalwses kala na patheis!

    wake up-call: pienne goldsmiths!! mpuaxaxaxaxa

    KLAPSA KLAPSA KLAPSA…ela na sou dwkw duo latsiwtikous vizinopatsous tze na sou amoliso ton fuji pano sou tze pou to polli to xylo tze to klama en tha xanaxiseis(dakrua ..ektos kai an stoxeusei o fuji ekei pou epien na stoxeusei tin progoumeni fora)pote sti zwi sou.

    I opos lene kai sto Hollywood: “SNAP OUT OF IT!!”
    ELEOS

  6. lefty Says:
    November 21st, 2008 at 20:55

    @ fuji: Will snap out of it ASAP :-)

  7. maria t. Says:
    November 23rd, 2008 at 19:58

    hey!
    HEY!
    what did i hear?
    WHAT?

    did fuji say something with negative connotations about goldsmiths?
    why would anyone ever say such thing?!

    ts ts ts!
    =p
    anyway,

    lefty,
    find something that will keep you occupied!
    that’s what i do in such situations!

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