Archive for December, 2007

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December 31st, 2007

im feeling emotional.im feeling sad.I dont know whats going on in my life.i feel an emptiness surrounding me.I think about my self.im a good person.i love.i am loveable.i give.if you want to get I can give you everything.but it seems that nobody appreciates me.am i naive? am i bad person? i dont understand any of you anymore. my friends are there.i know who they are. i love them. but still i want a reason to exist a reason to be happy.im so messed up.i wanted to leave from this country i wanted to go as far away as possible and the last moment something happens and everything is reversed. i get hurt. again and again and again and again. i give my whole soul and i get nothing.i am here to give but nobody is here to give back. why nobody appreciates me? is fate playing games with me? am i worthless? i am happy person (at least thats what u can guess when u meet me) but deep down;it hurts. hurts that i dont have anyone to share my feelings.what I HAVE to give. nobody.emptiness.chaos. i want to feel good with my self .i want to feel happy for once in my life.and i want the happiness to last. they told me live for the moment. they told me enjoy every moment because it happened not because it ended.how can i do that when everything ends so sudden. i’m so messed up emotionally that i dont think anybody can realize how incomplete and empty i feel. they tell me to wait.others tell me i have to be there to open the door when it knocks.i’m confused.i want a new start.i want to leave my past behind but it keeps knocking on my door. i want to let go.i want to be proud for me i want to love unconditionally. i feel so used. miserable. i’m a negative person and this negativeness is killing me deep inside. chaos.confusion.disorder.disturbance. let me be

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Ta xristougenna pou den agapisa (The Christmas I didn’t love)

December 22nd, 2007

This article is taken from a newspaper and it’s like I wrote it (in greeklish though.sorry!)

Den mou aresoun oi psevdogiortes.oi aformes gia alli mia fwtagogimeni outopia dixws tin apaitisi tis simvasis me ti simasia tis.Misw tis psevdooikogenies pou tha anaparastisoun gia alli mia fora to drama tous mesa se ipotithemeni xara.mia akoma efkairia na parasteis ke esy stin aneparkeia tous, apodikniontas ke ti diki sou sixronos. Tin prosdokia, ligo prin mpei i nea xronia,to geniko paralirima,tin isteria ta-xa-mou-xa-ra, tin aoristia tou stoxou tin peudopinelia tis xaritomenias pou den exei apodekti tin kakoprosegmenh kai kakoproferomeni sigkinisi ke tin proseggis “pws kati tha allaxei” (an ine dinaton) dixws kopo! ta pswnia, ta pio astoxa dwra,ta xodemata xwris logiki , dixws metro,dixos proseggisi. Tis krisis kalosinis mono ta xristougenna,ti doxa tis prosdokias ston kalatho,ta extra kila,ola ta “epipleon” pou den exoun xrisi-oute simasia-oute noima. merry christmas!

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Money matters (again)

December 12th, 2007

As you all most probably know I’m not really good with handling large amounts of money especially if its over £100. What actually bothers me now is that i have spent all the money my father sent me(£250 for 15 days) - resulting in sending me another £230 of which i’m only left(y) £80. ;a Wait i’ve got more. Out of this £80, I have to buy a gift for Athos(-£25), a gift for Melina (-£30),go to London(-£10),go to the airport(-£20). Oh somethings wrong! if we sum up the amounts the result is £85.(that’s £5 more but I have some change). So no money for food. What i am left of is a piece of salmon, some greek koulourka ;a , a luncheon meat(commonly know as polipif),2 strawberry flavoured yoghurt ,2-3 Kellogs nutri-bars and some uncle ben rice.For the next five days thats all the food i’ve got. pretty nice huh? I must admit that it is a good way to keep me on a diet so when I go back to my country I will look stunning *blush* . So lets see what I am having the next days! Wednesday: breakfast: 1 koulouri lunch:1 piece of fried salmon with some stolen carrots. dinner: strawberry yogurt and water and water and water. Thursday: breakfast: 1 koulouri lunch: Luncheon meat(a.k.a polipif) dinner: 1 kellogs nutri-bar Friday: breakfast: 1 koulouri lunch: egg fried rice (eggs again stolen) dinner: egg fried rice (I will make lots) Saturday: breakfast: 1 koulouri. lunch:egg fried rice(told ya I will make lots) dinner:1 koulouri. And finally Sunday my last day here: breakfast: 3 koulouria lunch: 3 koulouria dinner: 1 Kellogs nutri-bar. Okay okay.I guess I am over reacting.I’ll find my way through.Prolly cry for some more money or do some escorting(only kidding). That’s all for today.

P.S What a fellow blogger wrote that reminds me ME: Capitalistic fantasy: Me living in debts, spending lots of money and do not care about it and wishing for things that I can’t have. Now that i think about it , it’s not a fantasy.It’s my life today! <3 Drakouna

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My friends:D

December 11th, 2007

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New Absolut Disco

December 10th, 2007

As most of you know I’m a big Absolut ads collector. A new packaging called “Absolut Disco” is just pre-released at Selfridges at Oxford street in London this week and will soon be available all over the world, inclusive the US. The price will not exceed the price of a normal Absolut bottle. It’s a limited edition piece but when we are talking about Absolut it will still be a couple of million pieces… Hope to have one soon!

 

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Memories

December 6th, 2007

memories.thats what we are made of.thats what we are.without memories we don’t have anything.memories define us.memories.that’s all I’ve got in my mind.memories before i left my country.I remember sitting by the sea,watching the moon and feeling content that finally I have somebody next to me that truly cares about me.I remember saying bye

and feeling a knot in my stomach.I remember the sound of your laughter.I remember smiling.I remember waking up at 2pm every day checking my cell for new messages and waiting for the days to pass so we can meet again.I remember my friends.I remember going out with them.I remember my daily visit at Starbucks (a must!)I remember my dog. I remember my cat.I remember my sister running in the house and leaving a mess behind her(like a tornado).I remember my house my room my bed. I remember the first time we met. I remember driving in the highway and listening to your cd. I remember the countless car rides with Minas (usually eating popcorn and asking me if he is fat). I remember calling Melina and insulting her (and she of course insulting me back).I remember the nights at Skaraveo feeling carefree.I remember us sitting on the dock. I remember…

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